救命啊！我真的不想再爱了！太痛苦了！

好辛苦！每天的等待，都感觉像白费。怎么办啊？！

原本以为重拾那一点点的信心，可以让大家好过点，可是却又被弄丢了。

我了解。

我无言。

真的无言了。

今天又是星期一了！快要开学了~唉，这么快就过了三个星期。

回想一下，都没有好好利用这时间，糟糕！每天只会胡思乱想。>.<

最近大家都比较忙，好像也没跟好朋友去吃吃饭，好想念你们啊！



看来不能再这样下去了！

那是一场游戏，这是一场梦。

那游戏随时会结束，这梦也随时会醒。





渃儿

I was browsing thru my old post in this blog... lotsa cam whoring scene.. haha..

there goes my picts from 2008.. lol. old picts.. :P








This is the current me.. lol..




peace. luv.

ALL PASSED!!!




I have been so worry bout this result..!! thank god!

Should I?

hm.. it's been long i havent have this feeling..



it strucks when i'm dreaming..



It is a sweet dream.

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besides of my dream.. i have a really mixture feeling right now...

I'm dissapointed, but happy at the same time! :P weird huh?

Dissapointed because of my internet line, it's sucks!! don't know why.. aih! hate TM net... >.< i was so frustrated about the connection! urrgghh!

hmm. at the same time, i'm still happy.. coz at least, i still able to listen to someone's voice.. i was so so so excited to see him online.. which i have waited for so long.. and there he is! ^^

although it was just a very very short conversation, he sounds tired, and unhappy i guess... because of me? or my internet connection? :S
anyway, missin u...

-sign off-

yea!!! many things on hold now!! omg~~~~~!!! ISKKK!!!

Study for Finals!!! >.<

Thesis hanging!!!

Started to work!! :P

howwww???!!!!!

I'd like to introduce you guys a song from LaLa Xu..

Been in love with her production since she's in One Million Star （星光）

But the song that really touches my heart is

失落沙洲


This was the 3rd song that I heard from her which is very touching! Even for the first two pieces （出口，身骑白马） are absolutely awesome!!!



Enjoy!!! Luv it! :P

Labels: Song

aw!! it's been long time since my last post!

was really got addicted in Facebook-ing. >.<

sorry to my reader.. (if there is)

Now here goes the new post of mine on my Monday morning.

I do not feel like sleeping after a long nap in the lovely afternoon. ha! The bad thing is, my head is hanging around without the mood of getitng my FYP done! isk! Please please please! Final is just around the corner~~~OMG! That is a very bad habit!!

Oh ya! I am gonna start my work as a therapist tomorrow, i mean today, nervous + excited! Can't wait to have session with Brian boy. He is a lovely child! Hope everything goes well with the overlapping and partial session.

Doing some metacognition for myself. Hmm... Thinking what I'm thinking. confused huh?

Emotional

Maybe, i'm wanting something in my life..

Indeed, that something is just so subjective, I couldn't describe it, couldn't see it.

Finally. I survived. After years suffering in Hell. I'm now back to my life, my heaven.

 

thanks to everyone who supported me physically, mentally, morally and wat-ever-ly. i really appreciate you guys. 

 

You called me, you shared my hard times, you supported me, you hear me cried, you heard me laughed, and most importantly you talked to me when i'm down...

 

Thanks to Daddy, mummy, Natalie che che, Sandy mei mei, Max boy boy. 

 

to my colleagues Wayne, JunnRu, Carmen, Apple, Denise

 

CRAZY 6 elsa, cherry, kerli, lileng

 

My ALL-TIME lovely buddies, Judy, Gin, Wein, ZK, Jt, HuiKi, Ray, WK, Kvoon..

 

Thank you guys! love u all berry much! muacckss!!! 

Thanks for giving me laughter on my special day as well. 

i miss Jordan!!