life with question marks..
11:55 PM,
Sunday, May 17, 2009
 being emo again.. :( thinking too much huh?? Why there is so so so so many "WHYs" in my mind?? i am juz so tired of it... tired of figuring the answers for all the "WHYs".. HOW?? How could i get rid of all these?? i guess there is stories behind the truth... which i am so eager to know, but seems that no one will tell me. He won't. She won't.
Sheryl is still alive.
12:57 AM,
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Finally. I survived. After years suffering in Hell. I'm now back to my life, my heaven. thanks to everyone who supported me physically, mentally, morally and wat-ever-ly. i really appreciate you guys. You called me, you shared my hard times, you supported me, you hear me cried, you heard me laughed, and most importantly you talked to me when i'm down... Thanks to Daddy, mummy, Natalie che che, Sandy mei mei, Max boy boy. to my colleagues Wayne, JunnRu, Carmen, Apple, Denise CRAZY 6 elsa, cherry, kerli, lileng My ALL-TIME lovely buddies, Judy, Gin, Wein, ZK, Jt, HuiKi, Ray, WK, Kvoon.. Thank you guys! love u all berry much! muacckss!!!
Thanks for giving me laughter on my special day as well.
Sheryl
5:26 PM,
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Happy Belated 21st Birthday to Sheryl!
Jordan
11:47 PM,
Sunday, January 18, 2009
 i miss Jordan!!
the current me..
11:35 PM,
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
i'm domn busy these days!!! i wannnnna holiday!!! (so fast?? just started only worr?? )YA!! it's tht fast!! i feel like i already work for months over there!!! is tht crazy??!! nvm, it's my challenging semester!! がんばって!!lazy to explain what am i doin now... more or less like a Professional Office Girl (职业打杂)wakakakak!!!! let me paste my daily journal, so u guys know what i'm doin there... quite long.. free oly you read la.. ^^------------------------------- Journal 7.1.2009 Today is my officially first day of work. I have been to nervous all the way from Perth in the plane, worrying on how to catch up all the things that my teammate had gone through. I got a little surprise when I see everyone there gone so tense in the morning till the end of the day. Since I have not got so into the scenario, I tried to help out everyone there, like a office girl of theirs. :) At the same time I learn a lot from them on the training that I did not went through. I’m so glad that I’m not alone in this training, everyone here is supporting each other, to strive for better result. This is my first time of working in a company like this, though is not like what I expected, but I guess I’m ready to learn to be flexible.
Journal 8.1.2009 My second day was a tiring day. I did not sleep well last night and had a headache for the whole day. After doing some brochure and leaflet work, I started to help Carmen out on the decoration. I see her very tense for the decoration for the whole centre on the first floor and third floor. I try to give out as much ideas as I can to help her out. If not I think she will burst! Then at 12pm, we rushed out to a few primary schools to distribute the leaflets that we designed. This is also another first time giving out leaflet like this. A little bit of nervous on my body, but seems my mouth working well when explaining to those parents there. ^^ Then we went back to decorate the power station, till it’s has getting late, I went back for dinner!! GANBATTE!!!!
Journal 9.1.2009 I woke up late today and when I reach office, everyone is rushing up and down to prepare for meeting with Mr. Lim. Then during the meeting, I was asked to handle an event for tomorrow. It’s an international speaker from Germany. I was a bit nervous and try to figure out the script for opening and closing. I think it would be a very good experience for me. I was so wanted to become an MC last time. This is a chance then!!!!
Journal 10.1.2009 As this was my first time being a MC as well as the coordinator, I felt very nervous in everything today. Luckily my teammates help me out a lot. Junn Ru was asked to set up the LCD and arranging chairs for the audiences, some of my colleagues helping me out in the registration booth, whereas, Wayne taking care of the brochure for our centre. Though I made quite a few mistakes during the opening, I tried to calm myself down. My colleagues and boss encourages me as well. At the end of the talk, I performed better and I am proud of myself for the first time of being an MC!!
Journal 11.1.2009 Today it supposed to be my off day as I do not have any activity carrying on, but Mr. Lim asked us to go for a 共修会. So I worked for the beautiful Sunday. It was a pleasant morning; I helped Sook Lee on the decoration before the talk. It was a toughest job for her to handle it alone, luckily all of us help her up in ideas and hands-on. She felt glad I guess. :) By 11pm, parents and children came for the共修会 and we also prepared for that. Maybe I am not ready for this kind of practices yet, I felt so bad when I yawn and felt sleepy during the共修会. After the session, continue with the decoration, we spend whole afternoon with the decoration, and now I know it’s impossible to be done by 1person with 1brain. All of us helping each other a lot and we learned from each other as well!! :)
Perth, here i come!!
11:33 AM,
Friday, December 26, 2008
yo people.. i'm gonna leave to Perth tonight!!! goin to meet all my sisters n brothers there. i miss them alot!!! i've been so lonely for months since they left... *sobsob*now i'm goin there to meet them for holidays before my Training on January.. keke... guys! remember to miss me o~~~ i'll miss u alll... muacckss!!!! i'll leave my contact number here, if u need to contact me, please SMS me at +6017-6915701 or +61421345389.. ONLY SMS PLEASE!!! coz if u call me will b very expensive!! lol~~~ Thanks!!!
Merry Christmas!!!
9:30 PM,
Thursday, December 25, 2008
yay!! i enjoyed my Xmas Eve and Xmas day alooot!!! although is quite tiring... but fun!!! keke my darlings came to my house with some new friends.. so i get to know some new friends.. they r nice to mix with.. most importantly, can make sheryl play like crazy.. :P havent played like this since long ago.. keke... n i drank alot as well (to me quite alot la.. i usually dun drink!!)..but nice thing is, *touch wood* i din see any allergic yet.. normally around 3hours after drinking, then it will come n say hi to me.. but this time till now i dun see any.. LOL.. anyway, we play, sing, chat, sleep n bla bla bla till 6.30am....=.=" i'm surprise that i'm still awake hyperly at tht time.. my god!!! but i feel my pimples on the face ringing the bell n asking me to sleep!!! lol.. so i grab a pillow n sleep in my karaoke room!! oh ya!! not to forgot my pressie... i tot i could get a small little wine for my very 1st Xmas present.. but then i'm wrong!! CF took mine!! but it end up on JT's hand!! ish~~~ SAD!! but also ok larrr... i got a box of chocolate to share tht night~~ on Xmas day.. muahahahaha!!! tot of FFK-ing my cousin eh.. but then PHAILED!!! alllll of them were waiting for me from 11am till 3pm to exchange my present!! then bcoz of paiseh-ness.. i quickily wake up n wash up!! once i reach there, i feel so malu leeeeerr~~~ but then luckily they are very patient.. so i had my meal then start exchanging my pressie... tht's the 1 i like to most.. a mug with a pretty saucer.. so sad tht i need to giv them out!! but nvm, i got a puzzle game from Alvin.. which is very nice to play... :) n not to forget, Wii is damn nice!!! keke.. especially when u play with whole bunch of friends.. had lotsssssa fun over there, playing Wii... n also playing with my little nieces n nephews~~ ^^ i wanna get Wii lerrr... but expensive...!! ish..... oh, my bday coming, ngek ngek ngek.. add this to my wishlist harrr... helllo friends darlings babes out there.. take note okay?? haha... paiseh paiseh.. just kidding la.. but i dun mind if u take it real... hmm... ^^
so, tht' all for my Xmas update!!! thanks for spending xmas with me.. it's a very very merry Xmas i had... love u guys!! muaacckss!!!
movie w/o ticket
12:59 PM,
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
we sneaked in secretly for a movie.. ^^ fun-tastic!!! thanks for the thrilling night...
dun use me, i'm not usable, nor re-usable! thanks!
3:27 AM,
Friday, December 12, 2008
the urges of a human drive us to greed, taking for granted, ignorance of others, using others.. fun? love? materials? peoples? i feel guilt.. i do not want anything.. i juz wanna stay happy all the time.. sheryl wants to leave.. to a room that has nothing in it.. to a place where no one knows who sheryl is.. to a world that only has people with smile on their face with their heart.. that's all n nothing else.. to all dearies, dun pm me asking bout this post.. but please smile to me when u see me.. thanks! to you-know-who-you-are-and-you-know-what-u've-doness, maybe i'm juz too sensitive, maybe i cared too much.. n now i know my weaknesses..
misssssess.... lotsa them.
12:42 AM,
Sunday, December 07, 2008
opppsie daisy.... omg!!! i miss u allll i miss J ie jiei miss T heng thengi miss B oy boy*we bought lots of things for u guys to use on CNY... miss u all lerr~~~~*i miss A h mai miss D arling yeei miss J ordani miss J uliai miss all of u~~~!!!!!!! and i wanna see Jeorgia.... cant wait to see u guys on 27th.. keke... SHOPPING SPRREEEEEE~~~~~~~!!!! lovey dovey.....
me
12:25 PM,
Wednesday, December 03, 2008
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爱上自己,最爱自己
11:16 AM,
Thursday, November 27, 2008
今天的我,在镜子前,欣赏了自己有30分钟之久 头脑却想着没人欣赏的我 会不会再爱上贱男人呢? 男人就是那么犯贱! 当他越容易得到手的东西,根本不会去珍惜! 他会去找更有挑战性的女人下手! 可能我们不会“吊男”之道吧!! 也许我们都没有挑战性!所以没有人会珍惜我们~~ 往往把我们丢在一边,没事做可能会哄我两下,有事做的时候我就是路边草! 我惟有把自己最爱,放在第一位,不再堕入犯贱男人之网!! 爱上自己,最爱自己
kaki gatal day ^^
10:44 PM,
Thursday, November 20, 2008
people...... where r u??? sorry i've been soooo busy these days.... really busy... but AFTER TOMORROW.. i'll have more free times for u guys adi.... especially those who always ajak me yc 1.. keke... u know who u are.. lol... so, all my dears, honeys, darlings, babes.... please date me after tml!!!!!!!! keke...... seriously i need a date man... lol... wanna relax relax and chillax!!!!! i wanna go for moviessssss, gamessss, gyms..... wateva wateva.... i wanna CLUB!!!!! *kaki gatal*wanna dance, i wanna dance!!!!!!!!
心
11:00 PM,
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
虽然不是周杰伦fans 但最近的我 重复播放着他的歌 就只有两首,好有feel 你和我的心 就算靠的再近
还是有一个 看不见的距离
爱的感觉呢?就算再找
我还是看不到 找不到 感觉不到
麻了,我的心真的麻了
说好的幸福呢?
你把我的心扔了
让心在残酷的天空漂浮着
我真的疼了
走向人潮汹涌的城市里,泪流着
罢了,现在的我只想把心好好管着
Alphabets
2:49 PM,
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Tttt Ii Nnn Wwww I Wwww Aaa I Kkkk Sss Llll Tt Mm... I Kkkk I Wwww Uuuu. Bbbbb Bbbbbbbbb.... I Aa Aaaaaa Ttt Ooo...
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