my eden~

7/5/10

2010-05-07T11:22:00.000+08:00

u were drunk last night. and please... i really need to get over u..

给他一个机会...

2010-03-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

我是否应该给“他”一个机会呢？

给一个机会大家，了解对方？

可是我怎样都还是不能把心打开，或许信心真的没有了！不知如何去爱一个人，接受一个人。这真的好困扰！

还是我太挑剔呢？还是我已经把自己锁在另一个世界呢？

感觉，我被困了。背回忆困住了！我需要一个能把我带回来的人，那会是谁？

或许我忘了，什么是恋爱滋味啊？这是什么玩意儿？？

至于，那个“他”是谁？我还不知道~

my feelingss..

2010-03-25T16:51:00.000+08:00

i'm in pain right now!! >.<

oh gosh!!! this is the pain-est time ever!! damn!!! and i'm tear-ing... arrggh!!! HELP!!!!!!!

Finally, done!

2010-03-15T00:55:00.002+08:00

GRADUATED.

本小姐终于毕业了！

至亲爱的拉曼同学们，

谢谢大家一路以来的支持~没有你们，我真的不能撑到这里和大家一起毕业！曾经想过自己会撑不下去，想过放弃，可是你们的鼓励，让我熬过来了！大家也算一起出生入死过，爱过，恨过，骂过，打过。就这样快快乐乐的三年过去了，真的很高兴认识你们。你们的笑容把我的大学生涯增添了不少色彩！我爱你们！

Sheryl 亦荔上。

剧“迷”？

2010-03-12T02:11:00.003+08:00

天啊！再给我美梦好吗~？

最近回到以前小时候迷恋偶像剧的时候了！怎么搞得？！几年前还会觉得无聊，可是有时看下也蛮不错的嘛。（安慰自己的幼稚）至少这戏让我笑了，这也把我想无聊东西的时间，用掉！赞！！

虽然会被说不要再发梦了，可是偶尔的美梦会让我过得更开心吧！

今天还算蛮开心充实的一天，虽然请了假，没了90元。（感觉好像很浪费哦？糟糕！）不准再请假了啦！！

好咯！大家安咯！希望美梦成真！

emo moment.... of S

2010-01-31T00:47:00.004+08:00

really don't know what happened to me these days......

has been moody for quite a period..

i guess there are lotsa things not under my control.. instead of insisting it to be mine, i think i should let go..

and let it be perhaps.

i haven't been trusting a person like i do before... where am i?

there are many times that i think i supposed to be myself.. not being like a person that he likes, she likes....

Something for tummy.

2009-12-14T02:06:00.002+08:00

Ta-da! Introducing.........

Land-Sea Fettuccini Carbonara

Land=Baconssss
Sea=Prawnssssss

loves the prawns, love those bacon! owh! this was my first time making this, and i got 80% from Nat! that's cool huh? :P

Do place your order here.

XOXXOx!!

我在逃避吗？

2009-10-13T00:44:00.002+08:00

救命啊！我真的不想再爱了！太痛苦了！

好辛苦！每天的等待，都感觉像白费。怎么办啊？！

原本以为重拾那一点点的信心，可以让大家好过点，可是却又被弄丢了。

我了解。

我无言。

真的无言了。

:P

2009-10-12T12:12:00.001+08:00

今天又是星期一了！快要开学了~唉，这么快就过了三个星期。

回想一下，都没有好好利用这时间，糟糕！每天只会胡思乱想。>.<

最近大家都比较忙，好像也没跟好朋友去吃吃饭，好想念你们啊！

看来不能再这样下去了！

沉默

2009-10-12T11:48:00.002+08:00

那是一场游戏，这是一场梦。

那游戏随时会结束，这梦也随时会醒。

渃儿

2008 and 2009

2009-10-09T17:20:00.004+08:00

I was browsing thru my old post in this blog... lotsa cam whoring scene.. haha..

there goes my picts from 2008.. lol. old picts.. :P

This is the current me.. lol..

peace. luv.

P.A.S.S.E.D.

2009-10-08T13:16:00.002+08:00

ALL PASSED!!!

I have been so worry bout this result..!! thank god!

Have a nice day!!

2009-10-05T11:20:00.001+08:00

Should I?

Talking about Dream..

2009-09-21T03:00:00.005+08:00

hm.. it's been long i havent have this feeling..

it strucks when i'm dreaming..

It is a sweet dream.

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besides of my dream.. i have a really mixture feeling right now...

I'm dissapointed, but happy at the same time! :P weird huh?

Dissapointed because of my internet line, it's sucks!! don't know why.. aih! hate TM net... >.< i was so frustrated about the connection! urrgghh!

hmm. at the same time, i'm still happy.. coz at least, i still able to listen to someone's voice.. i was so so so excited to see him online.. which i have waited for so long.. and there he is! ^^

although it was just a very very short conversation, he sounds tired, and unhappy i guess... because of me? or my internet connection? :S
anyway, missin u...

-sign off-

Good idea!

2009-09-16T01:05:00.003+08:00

A good way to remind yourself to study..

This is how my desktop look like now! haha.. at least, it makes me feels a little guilty when i'm not studying.. haha..

Anyway, all the best everyone! ganbatte!!!!

Occupied!

2009-09-11T21:52:00.002+08:00

yea!!! many things on hold now!! omg~~~~~!!! ISKKK!!!

Study for Finals!!! >.<

Thesis hanging!!!

Started to work!! :P

howwww???!!!!!

NO MORE SLACKING!!!

除了你之外的空白還有誰能來教我愛

2009-09-09T02:01:00.001+08:00

I'd like to introduce you guys a song from LaLa Xu..

Been in love with her production since she's in One Million Star （星光）

But the song that really touches my heart is

失落沙洲

This was the 3rd song that I heard from her which is very touching! Even for the first two pieces （出口，身骑白马） are absolutely awesome!!!

Enjoy!!! Luv it! :P

Facebook Addiction

2009-09-07T03:26:00.004+08:00

aw!! it's been long time since my last post!

was really got addicted in Facebook-ing. >.<

sorry to my reader.. (if there is)

Now here goes the new post of mine on my Monday morning.

I do not feel like sleeping after a long nap in the lovely afternoon. ha! The bad thing is, my head is hanging around without the mood of getitng my FYP done! isk! Please please please! Final is just around the corner~~~OMG! That is a very bad habit!!

Oh ya! I am gonna start my work as a therapist tomorrow, i mean today, nervous + excited! Can't wait to have session with Brian boy. He is a lovely child! Hope everything goes well with the overlapping and partial session.

Doing some metacognition for myself. Hmm... Thinking what I'm thinking. confused huh?

Emotional

Maybe, i'm wanting something in my life..

Indeed, that something is just so subjective, I couldn't describe it, couldn't see it.

life with question marks..

2009-05-17T23:55:00.003+08:00

being emo again.. :(

thinking too much huh??

Why there is so so so so many "WHYs" in my mind??

i am juz so tired of it... tired of figuring the answers for all the "WHYs"..

HOW??

How could i get rid of all these??

i guess there is stories behind the truth...

which i am so eager to know,

but seems that no one will tell me.

He won't.

She won't.

Sheryl is still alive.

2009-04-14T00:57:00.001+08:00

Finally. I survived. After years suffering in Hell. I'm now back to my life, my heaven.

thanks to everyone who supported me physically, mentally, morally and wat-ever-ly. i really appreciate you guys.

You called me, you shared my hard times, you supported me, you hear me cried, you heard me laughed, and most importantly you talked to me when i'm down...

Thanks to Daddy, mummy, Natalie che che, Sandy mei mei, Max boy boy.

to my colleagues Wayne, JunnRu, Carmen, Apple, Denise

CRAZY 6 elsa, cherry, kerli, lileng

My ALL-TIME lovely buddies, Judy, Gin, Wein, ZK, Jt, HuiKi, Ray, WK, Kvoon..

Thank you guys! love u all berry much! muacckss!!!

Thanks for giving me laughter on my special day as well.

Sheryl

2009-03-26T17:26:00.003+08:00

Happy Belated 21st Birthday to Sheryl!

Jordan

2009-01-18T23:47:00.001+08:00

i miss Jordan!!

the current me..

2009-01-13T23:35:00.003+08:00

i'm domn busy these days!!! i wannnnna holiday!!! (so fast?? just started only worr?? )

YA!! it's tht fast!! i feel like i already work for months over there!!! is tht crazy??!!

nvm, it's my challenging semester!!

がんばって！！

lazy to explain what am i doin now... more or less like a Professional Office Girl （职业打杂）wakakakak!!!!

let me paste my daily journal, so u guys know what i'm doin there...
quite long.. free oly you read la.. ^^
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Journal 7.1.2009
Today is my officially first day of work. I have been to
nervous all the way from Perth in the plane, worrying on how to catch up all the
things that my teammate had gone through. I got a little surprise when I see
everyone there gone so tense in the morning till the end of the day. Since I
have not got so into the scenario, I tried to help out everyone there, like a
office girl of theirs. :) At the same time I learn a lot from them on the
training that I did not went through. I’m so glad that I’m not alone in this
training, everyone here is supporting each other, to strive for better result.
This is my first time of working in a company like this, though is not like what
I expected, but I guess I’m ready to learn to be flexible.

Journal 8.1.2009
My second day was a tiring day. I did not sleep well last
night and had a headache for the whole day. After doing some brochure and
leaflet work, I started to help Carmen out on the decoration. I see her very
tense for the decoration for the whole centre on the first floor and third
floor. I try to give out as much ideas as I can to help her out. If not I think
she will burst! Then at 12pm, we rushed out to a few primary schools to
distribute the leaflets that we designed. This is also another first time giving
out leaflet like this. A little bit of nervous on my body, but seems my mouth
working well when explaining to those parents there. ^^ Then we went back to
decorate the power station, till it’s has getting late, I went back for dinner!!
GANBATTE!!!!

Journal 9.1.2009
I woke up late today and when I reach office, everyone is
rushing up and down to prepare for meeting with Mr. Lim. Then during the
meeting, I was asked to handle an event for tomorrow. It’s an international
speaker from Germany. I was a bit nervous and try to figure out the script for
opening and closing. I think it would be a very good experience for me. I was so
wanted to become an MC last time. This is a chance then!!!!

Journal 10.1.2009
As this was my first time being a MC as well as the
coordinator, I felt very nervous in everything today. Luckily my teammates help
me out a lot. Junn Ru was asked to set up the LCD and arranging chairs for the
audiences, some of my colleagues helping me out in the registration booth,
whereas, Wayne taking care of the brochure for our centre. Though I made quite a
few mistakes during the opening, I tried to calm myself down. My colleagues and
boss encourages me as well. At the end of the talk, I performed better and I am
proud of myself for the first time of being an MC!!

Journal 11.1.2009
Today it supposed to be my off day as I do not have any
activity carrying on, but Mr. Lim asked us to go for a 共修会. So I worked for the
beautiful Sunday. It was a pleasant morning; I helped Sook Lee on the decoration
before the talk. It was a toughest job for her to handle it alone, luckily all
of us help her up in ideas and hands-on. She felt glad I guess. :) By 11pm,
parents and children came for the共修会 and we also prepared for that. Maybe I am
not ready for this kind of practices yet, I felt so bad when I yawn and felt
sleepy during the共修会. After the session, continue with the decoration, we spend
whole afternoon with the decoration, and now I know it’s impossible to be done
by 1person with 1brain. All of us helping each other a lot and we learned from
each other as well!! :)

Perth, here i come!!

2008-12-26T11:33:00.003+08:00

yo people.. i'm gonna leave to Perth tonight!!!

goin to meet all my sisters n brothers there. i miss them alot!!! i've been so lonely for months since they left...*sobsob*

now i'm goin there to meet them for holidays before my Training on January..

keke... guys! remember to miss me o~~~ i'll miss u alll... muacckss!!!!

i'll leave my contact number here, if u need to contact me,
please SMS me at +6017-6915701 or +61421345389.. ONLY SMS PLEASE!!! coz if u call me will b very expensive!! lol~~~

Thanks!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

2008-12-25T21:30:00.003+08:00

yay!! i enjoyed my Xmas Eve and Xmas day alooot!!!

although is quite tiring... but fun!!! keke

my darlings came to my house with some new friends.. so i get to know some new friends.. they r nice to mix with.. most importantly, can make sheryl play like crazy.. :P
havent played like this since long ago.. keke... n i drank alot as well(to me quite alot la.. i usually dun drink!!)..
but nice thing is, *touch wood* i din see any allergic yet.. normally around 3hours after drinking, then it will come n say hi to me.. but this time till now i dun see any.. LOL..

anyway, we play, sing, chat, sleep n bla bla bla till 6.30am....=.=" i'm surprise that i'm still awake hyperly at tht time.. my god!!! but i feel my pimples on the face ringing the bell n asking me to sleep!!! lol.. so i grab a pillow n sleep in my karaoke room!!

oh ya!! not to forgot my pressie... i tot i could get a small little wine for my very 1st Xmas present.. but then i'm wrong!! CF took mine!! but it end up on JT's hand!! ish~~~ SAD!! but also ok larrr... i got a box of chocolate to share tht night~~

on Xmas day.. muahahahaha!!! tot of FFK-ing my cousin eh.. but then PHAILED!!! alllll of them were waiting for me from 11am till 3pm to exchange my present!! then bcoz of paiseh-ness.. i quickily wake up n wash up!! once i reach there, i feel so malu leeeeerr~~~ but then luckily they are very patient.. so i had my meal then start exchanging my pressie... tht's the 1 i like to most.. a mug with a pretty saucer.. so sad tht i need to giv them out!! but nvm, i got a puzzle game from Alvin.. which is very nice to play... :)

n not to forget, Wii is damn nice!!! keke.. especially when u play with whole bunch of friends.. had lotsssssa fun over there, playing Wii... n also playing with my little nieces n nephews~~ ^^
i wanna get Wii lerrr... but expensive...!! ish..... oh, my bday coming, ngek ngek ngek.. add this to my wishlist harrr...

helllo friends darlings babes out there.. take note okay?? haha... paiseh paiseh.. just kidding la.. but i dun mind if u take it real... hmm... ^^

so, tht' all for my Xmas update!!!

thanks for spending xmas with me.. it's a very very merry Xmas i had... love u guys!! muaacckss!!!

movie w/o ticket

2008-12-23T12:59:00.002+08:00

we sneaked in secretly for a movie.. ^^ fun-tastic!!!

thanks for the thrilling night...

dun use me, i'm not usable, nor re-usable! thanks!

2008-12-12T03:27:00.004+08:00

the urges of a human drive us to greed, taking for granted, ignorance of others, using others..
fun? love? materials? peoples?
i feel guilt..
i do not want anything..
i juz wanna stay happy all the time..

sheryl wants to leave..

to a room that has nothing in it..
to a place where no one knows who sheryl is..
to a world that only has people with smile on their face with their heart..

that's all n nothing else..

to all dearies, dun pm me asking bout this post.. but please smile to me when u see me.. thanks!
to you-know-who-you-are-and-you-know-what-u've-doness, maybe i'm juz too sensitive, maybe i cared too much.. n now i know my weaknesses..

misssssess.... lotsa them.

2008-12-07T00:42:00.003+08:00

opppsie daisy....

omg!!! i miss u allll
i miss Jie jie
i miss Theng theng
i miss Boy boy
*we bought lots of things for u guys to use on CNY... miss u all lerr~~~~*
i miss Ah ma
i miss Darling yee
i miss Jordan
i miss Julia
i miss all of u~~~!!!!!!!
and i wanna see Jeorgia....
cant wait to see u guys on 27th.. keke...
SHOPPING SPRREEEEEE~~~~~~~!!!!

lovey dovey.....

me

2008-12-03T12:25:00.003+08:00

Study Study Study Study Shopping Study Study Study Study

爱上自己，最爱自己

2008-11-27T11:16:00.002+08:00

今天的我，在镜子前，欣赏了自己有30分钟之久
头脑却想着没人欣赏的我
会不会再爱上贱男人呢？

男人就是那么犯贱！
当他越容易得到手的东西，根本不会去珍惜！
他会去找更有挑战性的女人下手！
可能我们不会“吊男”之道吧！！

也许我们都没有挑战性！所以没有人会珍惜我们~~
往往把我们丢在一边，没事做可能会哄我两下，有事做的时候我就是路边草！
我惟有把自己最爱，放在第一位，不再堕入犯贱男人之网！！

爱上自己，最爱自己

kaki gatal day ^^

2008-11-20T22:44:00.002+08:00

people...... where r u???

sorry i've been soooo busy these days....

really busy... but AFTER TOMORROW.. i'll have more free times for u guys adi....
especially those who always ajak me yc 1.. keke... u know who u are.. lol...

so, all my dears, honeys, darlings, babes.... please date me after tml!!!!!!!!
keke...... seriously i need a date man... lol...
wanna relax relax and chillax!!!!!

i wanna go for moviessssss, gamessss, gyms.....
wateva wateva.... i wanna CLUB!!!!! *kaki gatal*
wanna dance, i wanna dance!!!!!!!!

心

2008-11-18T23:00:00.008+08:00

虽然不是周杰伦fans
但最近的我
重复播放着他的歌

就只有两首，好有feel

你和我的心就算靠的再近

还是有一个看不见的距离

爱的感觉呢？就算再找

我还是看不到找不到感觉不到

麻了，我的心真的麻了

说好的幸福呢？

你把我的心扔了

让心在残酷的天空漂浮着

我真的疼了

走向人潮汹涌的城市里，泪流着

罢了，现在的我只想把心好好管着

Alphabets

2008-11-16T14:49:00.007+08:00

Tttt Ii Nnn Wwww I Wwww

Aaa I Kkkk

Sss Llll Tt Mm...

I Kkkk I Wwww Uuuu.

Bbbbb Bbbbbbbbb.... I Aa Aaaaaa Ttt Ooo...

我快乐吗？

2008-11-10T01:49:00.002+08:00

今晚，有位仁兄，很有义气的仁兄，虽然刚在线认识不久，
但他听了我一直很想发泄的废话，还赠了我一首歌。

你不是真正的快乐- 五月天

人群中哭著你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦或痛或心动了
你已经决定了你已经决定了
你静静忍著紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜就是越伤人了
越是在手心留下密密麻麻深深浅浅的刀割
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这世界笑了於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则不是你的选择
於是你含著眼泪飘飘荡荡跌跌撞撞的走著
你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了然后才后悔著

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让悲伤全部结束在此刻重新开始活著

我真的希望我可以真正的快乐, 可以吗？

all the birthdayssssss..............

2008-11-09T00:38:00.004+08:00

糟糕！！！我快要变穷光蛋了啦！！！

十一月究竟是什么月啊？？干嘛这么多人生日啊？？

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Anyway,

Happy Birthday to DarlingYee!!!

Darling Yee, 1st of Nov

Happy Birthday to my Babe!!

Judy Babe, on 1st of November

Happy Birthday to my Crazy6 GODDESS!!!!!

Goddess KerLi, 7th Nov

Goddess Cherry O.K.U., 9th Nov

Happy Birthday to pretty!!!

Wei Yin, 11th Nov

Happy Birthday to my darling!!

Qian Ying, 14th Nov

Happy Birthday to my cutie little sister!!!!

Sandy, 22nd Nov

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if i miss out anyone, please, NUDGE me CONTINUOUSLY!! or Punch me when u see me (but not so hard okay??) !!! keke

there is afew in upcoming in December... gosh!!!!

你每天都在期待什么啊？

2008-11-05T02:48:00.002+08:00

我每天最期待的 - 凌晨

有时会讨厌凌晨，它会让我胡思乱想，

所有不想去想的东西，全都浮在脑海里了！

但，它能让我把每天做个结束，睡觉！！

happy :)

2008-11-02T18:21:00.001+08:00

had a wonderful night in Poppy...

with sisters and brothers... :)

penang picture..

2008-10-26T22:33:00.002+08:00

some of my pretty pictures from penang~~~ wakakakak~~~!!

p.s. i love lileng's camera.... keke..

pictures

2008-10-20T01:56:00.005+08:00

yo ppl~~~ if u guys wanna see picture in singapore... with Natalie's graduation photo.. please click

HERE & HERE

to view it....

see y guys!! :) muacckss!!!!

singapore..

2008-10-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!!! peoples.... i'm goin to singapore tomorrow lo.... this will be my last trip for this semester break....

hmm.. but in order to go for this trip... i have a lot of Kos Lepas...
The Amazing Race in Kajang with Crazy6 (sooo sad.. i was so eager to go for this game!!! but i ned to miss it!!! )
CF's Birthday.... tot can have little gathering with u guys geh.. but can't... so sorry....

aih... no choice la... Jie Jie's Convocation worr... muz go geh.... :P

so Singapore, Here I come!!!! :)

friendship??

2008-10-02T14:06:00.004+08:00

it's unmeasurable....

we can't measure it with a ruler

neither a measuring tape..

it's how strong our bonding is..

how much we know each other...

and trusting each other to what extend..

Maybe sometimes, some conflict might occur

we voiced out

we fought

we cried

and we misunderstood!!

misunderstanding might hurt anyone of us,

it might ruin our friendship..

it causes mistrust

causes ignorance..

But i believe that, since we've been good friends or even best friends for that long or only Friends,

conflicts, misunderstandings, hatred or even more,

would not hurt anyone of us or ruin our relationship...

we are mature enough to Think and Analyse...

we care, we love, we believe, we appreciate each other.

cherish every moment with each other..

luv,
sheryl

今天的我

2008-10-01T04:55:00.004+08:00

我爱电台

它在最适当的时候

播了我最想听的歌

虽然是第一次听

我却感到对它

很熟悉

很亲切

我喜欢那首歌的感觉

一人晚餐
我不懂你
by 钟嘉欣

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成绩出了!!
但为什么，UTAR WEB是这么爛的呢!!!!!!
到现在，我还没知道我一直非常担心的成绩!!!!!
讨厌!!!

love love love

2008-09-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

yo guys~~~~

finally i've finish all my exams... n i'm still waiting for my result whether to sit on supp paper.. hope i dun get any of that.... :P *praying hard* keke...

had celeb birthday with K.voon... it's a memorable night with lots of fuuun!!!

hope there r more outing like this... love u guys!!! muaccksss@@!!!!

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Sheryl is goin up to penang tml... anything wana buy, juz let me know aight??

Some picture from 30Hours DIY Famine Camp

2008-09-13T08:17:00.009+08:00

The most meaningful message from Famine campers..... really touching..

若30小时的饥饿
可以换你30年的温饱
我愿意为你挨饿

若RM100的金钱
可以给你数月的安宁
我愿意为你节省

若一个温柔的问候
可以温暖你的心房
我亦愿意时时关心你

只愿你可以活下去
只愿给你一个活着的权力
请坚持的活下去

给孩子“无穷”的快乐

KerLi

Christine

30Hours Famine DIY Camp

Cheng Bee

Final 4Hours Countdown in Bukit Jalil

Fong / Our Face Painting.. :P

Cherry Kerli and I

Kerli again.. my ~~jie jie~~mei mei. lol..

Finally!!! I completed the whole task!!!! thanks to everyone, especially cherry, wayne, kerli and mei foong.. :P I nearly give up on the 26th hours.. befor the final countdown.. but thanks for the support n couragement from u guys!! I did it!

CHEERS!!!!! Soya and Koko Crunch~~

My world

2008-09-10T19:35:00.002+08:00

new skins...

it's simple...

i like the pink, it's eye catching huh?

anyway, i'm doing good now guys! juz finished my 2nd paper..

4 more to go!!!!

up f*cking date

2008-09-05T00:29:00.001+08:00

goin for interview tml.... gan jiong!!! wish my luck guys!!!!

:P

My first time in football..

2008-07-30T00:39:00.006+08:00

COOL!!!

this was my first time watching football live!!!! the ambiance was nice... keke...

my uncle gave us the tickets to watch this evening.. i was so surprise! altho i'm not chelsea fans nor malaysia fans... but, juz for my experience! experience in the football stadium with many Football Fans... especially Chealsea FC... lol..

however, it's juz a 2 - 0 game... my prediction was..........errr.... 10 - 0...
but nvm la.... as long as i enjoy the night in Shah Alam Stadium, dun care la... keke...

will post up some photo later... :P

Chealsea 2 - 0 Malaysia

but now, is time to rush for my assignments!!!
it's a MUST to finish it today... coz tml need to pass up.. wakakaka~~~!!!!

sad....

2008-07-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

aaww!!!! i did badly in my Mid terms~~~ sad...

aih.... it should blame it on my own... i din really put enough effort this time... sigh.

no more slacking like i used to be for the finals... if not i'll DIE!!!!! ishhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weak week

2008-07-21T01:13:00.002+08:00

sorry for late updates...
lots of things happened since the day i left to Cameron Highlands...

i sprained my leg on the very early morning in Cameron Highland, and cant resist the temptation to shop in the market, end up, a BIG FOOT on my leg.. =.="

then back to my home sweet home happily :X

Pre-War begins on Monday till Thursday... SPSS, Child Dev, CMT2 and Abnormal, one day each!!!
however, i din got myself prepared very well and now, errmm... got lots of injury on the 4th War.. i screwed up my Abnormal Psy... sad!!!

been very weak for the whole week... saw throat from cameron trip, sleepless night with notes.... *self handicaped? keke...*

and not to forget, i got skin allergic on my second day of War!! which is caused by the Chinese Medicine for my BIG FOOT*sprained leg*... and it's terribly, horribly irritating and annoying allergic... *worse than alcoholic allrgic!!* i've been scratching through out the night and day... sigh.

but dun worry guys, i'm better adi! the allergic already subsided.. for now juz really need to complete all my work and 1 more mid term to go~

wish me luck guys~~ ^^

小作~

2008-07-07T01:30:00.002+08:00

童话国 (粤语）
童话国，游过了
做过几分钟公主
搭过南瓜车，
到舞会，
甜蜜镜头陆续播放
谁知十二点钟
浪漫完被踢开
南瓜车，消失了
我靠双脚，散步返宿舍
大过女，享受过，不会再撒野

你的心，看透了
做过你的公主
也搭过你的车
当回想
一切甜蜜画面重叠
已成为回忆
被信任出卖之时
心甘情愿，离开你
我靠双脚，返温暖的家
大过女，享受过，不会再撒野

这篇小作改编自薛凯琪的歌-南瓜车-
个中意义，每个人有不同意见
不妨留言分享~唔该！

原作歌词
南瓜车

那天专车驶到大门外整车装著爱
缘份到了被热恋接载出发向舞会开
谁知十二点刚刚够钟容后甜蜜难再
被你赶回来浪漫如被踢开先知我结局已惨遭篡改
如归家的一刻再没南瓜车就靠这一双腿散步返宿舍
游玩过童话国如幻觉遮盖视野可有笑载著我重回现实班车
做过几分钟公主搭著南瓜车
亦有过爱人来接浪漫渡午夜
良辰如没有权续借自行回家不必撒野

那黱粗心相信著神话应该给代价还未算化但遇到变卦总要学会潇洒
何必日日等橙色马车情感何用神化
被你追求时日日门外有花都猜得相识了只得雪花
如归家的一刻再没南瓜车就靠这一双腿散步返宿舍
游玩过童话国如幻觉遮盖视野可有笑载著我重回现实班车
做过几分钟公主搭著南瓜车亦有过爱人来接浪漫渡午夜
良辰如没有权续借自行回家不必撒野
幸福堡垒尽成荒野情愿我从实写及早上路别来与你拉扯
如归家的一刻再没南瓜车地铁不开通宵然后靠步行
无泪眼能习惯还是有一向视野足够认我路向回头截顺风车
让这灰色衫小姐告别南瓜车下次再有缘来接但愿是新娘的花车
无奈半途下车但求仍走得出旷野

渃儿

my updates

2008-07-06T00:50:00.004+08:00

kinda busy these days...

but enjoyed! :)　

improved in my Jap language.. need to practice!!!
had lots of fun with the kids in Apple King (although its really really tiring!!!)..
planning for a nice trip to Cameron Highlands with Family - CHEAT 2008 - Cameron Highlands Extravagant Annivesary Trip 2008 (wat? CHEAT??? hope is not a CHEATing trip.. lol.. check out my family blog!! )
planning to travel with friends - Vietnam (need to save save save!!!)
planning for Sheryl's Day
preparing myself to 30Hours Famine (looking for donation!!! )
most importantly, ASSIGNMENTSSSsSSsSSSSSsssSsSssSss!!!!!

All assignment's progressssss~~
75% - I/O
70% - Cult & Comm.
40% - Child Dev
20% - SPSS
30% - CMT
5% (ya, it's 5%) - Abnormal
Psy o.0

due date is coming, 2more weeks to go.. can we actually finish it on time???

for now, MidTerms!!!! かんばって！！

お休みなさい　みんあ！

p.s. My bulu still very short... coming out soon!! keke....

my bulus...

2008-06-27T00:05:00.001+08:00

how i wish tht my bulu can grow faster~~

dun ask me why!!

PLEASE!!!!!
i juz want them to grow faster!!!!!!!!!!

help me to pray for my bulu k? thanks visitor..

FAST FAST FAST FAST FAST!!!!!!!

B.O.D

2008-06-26T21:40:00.003+08:00

Board of Director - ENG Family..
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After long battle (2 hours of non-stop debating on sunday 22n d June 2008, suggesting so many nonsenses), we have finally picked our committee members as follow:

CEO - Chief Executive Officer : Chin Pit Jen (surprise huh? she is not "ENG"....., anyway she is related to "ENG" also lah, it shows how open ENG'S familys are!)

CFO - Chief Finance Officer : Eng le Yeun AKA Winnie Eng, make sure you guys pay before departure

CMO - Chief "Makan" Officer : Eng Kok Yen and Lim Thai Hoong, you can suggest any food during our trip to cameron highland but all will be overuled, casuse THEY ARE NOT LISTENING!!!!! and THEY DON'T CARE!!!!! (e.g. you suggest ikan bilis for Nasi Lemak also kena hantam kao kao)

CGO - Chief "GAME" officer : Elaine QUAH, dunno spell right or not cause she has been complaining about spelling her name wrongly. and also she said it's no making sense to bring PING PONG table all the way up to cameron highland cause not many people playing, and after long discussion the committee thinks that is true also, so we have come to conclusion that she should bring SNOOKER table instead.

CGO - Chief "GENERAL" officer, ENG KOK HONG, for anything that anyone claims that it's not their responsibility will be her responsiblity.

CBO - Chief "BARKING" officer: ENG YEE FEI, if you need to scold anyone, just let her know.

CTPO - Chief "TAN POK" officer, ENG YEE CHUANG, his job will be as stated in his title.

and the rest if you think your work is important too and should deserve a seat in committee, just write in to apply:

INTERNAL AFFAIRS DEPARTMENT, ENG'S FAMILY
BUKIT RIMAU GOLF AND COUNTRY RESORT

p/s: please bring along your resume, certificates and A4 size photograph

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our blog.. :)

2008-06-26T20:15:00.004+08:00

i juz saw OUR Very OWN Eng Family Blog

which made me ROFLMAOsssss.... *jaw pains*

especially the Cameron Trip Itinery...

highlighted part are the funny 1... keke...

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Time Table:
12 June 2008 (Saturday)
5:30 - Gathering at Bukit Rimau Golf and Country House, please note that fingerprint attendance is compulsory (proudly sponsored by Xenix, advertisement hehe) to ensure prompt attendance, any late comers will be saman RM1000 plus 3 rotans. *lol.. ROFL!!*
6:00am - breakfast kaki kautim
7:00am - depart from Bukit Rimau
12:00am - Reaching Cameron Highland (brinchang)
1:00pm - Lunch served (Continental Nasi Lemak with ikan bilis)
2:30pm - Games and Activities (by CGO Elaine Quah [spelling mistakes maybe]) *yes, WRONG SPELLING! CGO "mm song" adi...keke...*
6:30pm - Dinner served (Highland Style Exotic Steamboat)
8:30pm - Pasar Malam Trip with Certified and Professional Tour Guide (Ms. Chin Pit Jen) *r u sure u're certified, my dear CEO? lol...*
10:00pm - "Eng" Casino starts operation, you are welcome to lose money
or
"Chui sooi" session for senior citizen
or
"Sleep or hantam until you sleep" session for all chidren below 12 years old

13 June 2008 (Sunday)
6:00am - All aunties must wake up and prepare breakfast, if not rotan 8 kali
8:00am - 'Sap Sum Chow Mai Fun" breakfast served
9:00am - Free and easy, but must return key to landlord or she will SM you *scary landlord~~*
9:30am - Photo session at brinchang strawberry farm or anywhere as long as we can take group photo. (Banner design contest is held in conjunction with the trip, members are welcome to design creative banner with the title "ENG FAMILY 2008 Cameron Highland Extravagant trip", 1st prize winner will get free transport back to KL)
10:30am - Do anything you want but just ensure you are not screwing up. My I suggest that we do lunch at Ipoh "NGAH CHOY KAI", especially "ON KEI NGAH CHOY KAI" is quite good oh!

Notes:The management will provide "standard" food (nasi lemak, steamboat, and chow mai fun) and drinks (coffee and milo posder, 2 packets per pax). And you are welcome to sponsor anything is is not on the list.

Regards,

CEO's out-sourcing representative

P/S: If you don't like the arrangement, please submit your complaints to the following location:

"ENG'S FAMILY SUGGESTION BOX"
(as we care about environment, so the we make full use of dust-bin and convert it to suggestion box cum dust-bin) *this is funny.... wat a good suggestion.. keke~~*

YEAY!

2008-06-23T21:55:00.003+08:00

yay!! had my very first time experience in debating~ that was a total-enjoy-fun-happy experience for me! keke... i was kinda nervous tho.. :P

but then we manage to win the game~ i was soo happy and very very thanks to wayne, lileng, cherry(opposition), mei foong, wah wah(my opposition 3rd debater) n all my teammates, pang pang, presley, amanda, ah wong and yuan yee~~ for helping me to get myself ready for debate!! u guys really gave me a very good experience~ i'll appreciate.. :)

there are 2 topic we debated in our tutorial~
Parents should divorce for the sake of children
The first five years are crucial for individual development

my topic was the 2nd 1 which talk about individual development, by standing at the government side.. supporting the statement, as the Prime Minister :P

before my class starts, i "peep" to the class before us, which is PY4, it actually makes me more nervous tht time :P i was holding my speech, and walking around in PG to ease my nervousness.. like 3-8-Aunty!!

i really enjoy the feeling in the room, with some seriousness :-] + laughters :D
debater are usually serious, but i as the judge for the 1st topic, their whole process made me laugh till my jaw acheing.. :D especially on the Group Liberty Session. Wayne and LiLeng creates lots of fun time for the audience! cool~

Presley's Chilipadi was cool!! and Wayne's Car fetching was sooo damn funny!!
Congrats to Ah Wong and Wong LiLeng(双黄-莲蓉.. keke~~) , the best debater of both topic!

to conclude, the whole process is fun! :)
picts will be uploaded when i got all of them..

words..

2008-06-16T00:23:00.003+08:00

Live like there's no tomorrow..

this is the only thing i can do.. i dun wanna look back anymore! NEVER!!!!

the page of Him has been torn! i'll never regret... n i know He will get punish~! not by u, not by me either, but himself! **omg, sound so cruel!!!! please forgive me!! i juz wan to release my pain!**

this is the Cruel Sheryl... sorry! ^^

2008-06-14T13:31:00.003+08:00

做人难，难做人，人难做！

但，做好人更难！ 怎么办？！

我真的不想做好人了！实在是太辛苦了！谁能救我？

渃儿

touching one

2008-06-12T23:48:00.003+08:00

in search of video for my assignment.. i found this poem by someone in china.. it's so touching..

my tears keep fallin, on my cheeks..

珍惜身边的每一个人~
朋友们，付出不要求回报

《孩子快抓紧妈妈的手》——为地震死去的孩子们而作

孩子,快抓紧妈妈的手
去天堂的路太黑了
妈妈怕你碰了头
快抓紧妈妈的手让
妈妈陪你走

妈妈,怕天堂的路太黑
我看不见你的手
自从倒塌的墙,把阳光夺走
我再也看不见你柔情的眸

孩子,你走吧
前面的路再也没有忧愁
没有读不完的课本
和爸爸的拳头
你要记住我和爸爸的摸样
来生还要一起走

妈妈,别担忧
天堂的路有些挤
有很多同学朋友
我们说, 不哭
哪一个人的妈妈都是我们的妈妈
哪一个孩子都是妈妈的孩子
没有我的日子
你把爱给活的孩子吧

妈妈,你别哭
泪光照亮不了我们的路
让我们自己慢慢的走

妈妈,我会记住你和爸爸的模样
记住我们的约定
来生一起走

My Child, grab my hand-
The road to heaven
Could be gloomy
As Mommy's afraid
It could also be bumpy
Grasp Mommy's hand
Let Mommy keep you company

My child, hurry, take my hand,
The road to heaven is gloomy,
I'm worry about you
The road could be bumpy
Hurry, take my hand,
Let mummy keep you company

Mummy, I am so scared
The road to heaven is gloomy
I can't find your hand
The sunray is blocked by the fallen tiles
I see no more Of your loving eyes

My Child, go in peace
The road ahead of you
There's no more sorrow
On the road
No more workload
But remember
How mummy and daddy look like

Mom, Don’t worry
The road to heaven is crowded
With a lot of classmates and friends
We said "Don’t cry,
Everyone’s mom is my mom
Everyone of us is your child"

Oh, Mom,
In the days without me
Give your love to the children who survived

Mummy, Don’t cry
The tear can not shed light on our road
Please let ourselves figure it out alone
Mom, I will never forget how both of you and dad look like
Remember our pledge
We will be together in our next life

Summer Splash!!

2008-06-11T23:15:00.005+08:00

about Summer Splash 2008..

well, we din manage to squeeze into first 1000!!! goodies bag already finish! sad case.. :(

but also okay la... at least we squeeze in from the crazy crowd.. :D

we reached there at 11.30am, n the line is already DAMN LONG!!!! so my mama bring us to the front n act like dunno wat happened then pura pura make ourself into the line. lol~
once the door opened, everyone is pushing each other from behind n some wild animal gone crazy n made lots of noises!
some ppl even smoke in this kinda place. So irritating! luckily i'm tall enough to BREATH.. wakakaka~~
at around 1pm, 4 of us step into Sunway Lagoon SAFELY! nothing happened to us but juz the mood already gone :(
we went in walk walk.. take pictures n "kap chai" lol... lots of sexy hunks *drooooool* .. but all looks very young!! *ngek ngek*

met some friends there, Ryan, Sonia my sweet prim sch friend, who else? some i forgotten their name lah.. n my cousin bro went there as well..

pictures time~~

sandy and i.. mum n sandy..
max and i..

oh ya! not to forget, i voted this guy as Seventeen Summer Hunk. Not bad rite? like his smile.. :)

Shaun Lai.. mama voted for him as well.. keke

following picture showing how pack is Sunway Lagoon that day! Luckily we went in and leave earlier around 3... As door opens at 12pm and this is already 4pm, the crowd kept on increasing n ppl pushing around.. the distance btw ppl is 0...

i guess is the organizer's fault! They gav out toooooo many tickets to the public n this is wat happened.. even i myself got 4tix.. keke... used 2!

3.30pm, under control..

after 4pm, out of control.. ants? or SARDINED?they juz climb in n securities already gave up.

TRAFFIC JAMS~~ ~~some~~ many ppl were stucked~

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welll.... it's already week3... hell lots of things to do.. assignments, activities, tutorial xtra work... really stressed out....

time table are reallllly packed!!!!

2008-06-07T09:47:00.002+08:00

another beach parrrrttaaayyy~~!! muaccksss!!!!

Roxy Summer Splash 2008!!

here i come~~!!!! :)

2008-06-05T10:16:00.001+08:00

World Environment Day (WED) 2008

2008-06-04T22:42:00.002+08:00

the crazy crowd at the highway outside my area.... made me has no mood to go pump my last RM1.92/litre petrol...

this highway has total of 4petrol station which located quite near to each other.. n all 4 was fill by the crazy crowd who want to pump petrol made every petrol station look like a pasar malam... the traffic condition was bad because of the increasing petrol price.. y is it like tht? m'sian has get used to the CHEAPEST petrol price in the world n now out of sudden, the price increase like tht.. aih...

i have feelings that, crime rate might increase, n not to forget, Malaysian living cost is getting higher n higher, shopping complex like Pavillion or the Gardens opened, and all branded stuff are here to serve us better higher quality of product at the unaffordable price... maybe their target market is only for higher social class, but it's making everyone live for money, everyone seems to be MONEY MINDED... nowaday u might get a very high chance to see a 14years old girl in the street holding a Loui Vuitton hand bag, with Chanel sun glass, Guess? watch, Ferragamo heels, Prada Limited Edition party dress with accessories... oh ya, with her gadget as well, iPhone...
if u were 1 of the best friend with this girl, would u think of getting ur self 1 of them instead of wearing a pasar malam branded party dress when partying with her?
some people would conform to their peers in order fit themself in that group..peer pressure is very strong.. especially among teenagers..they might begging their parents for branded stuff...

therefore, education comes in, both parents n teachers r responsible in giving appropriate education to children.. this is the problem we need to aware of..

all the above are juz my humble opinion.. no offence... n all example given are juz EXAMPLES~~

oooOOOOoooopsiiEeeEeE~~

now it's 11.50pm, i sitting here n did not pump my petrol.. sorry dad.. :P

2008-06-02T23:28:00.005+08:00

turn Promises to action..

do something.. to support them, childrens from Myanmar and SiChuan need us and even children who r suffering from AIDS/HIV..

they need our helping hand, our caring heart, n most importantly, our love..

i wish i hav the chance to visit them, giving them a warmest hug, or even juz a smile, to light up their life.. we can make a difference!

but what we can do now is donate what they need if we're capable, from our shopping money to our lepak-ing time to volunteer if there's a campaign or watsoever...

visit

UNICEF

unite for children

A world fit for children

Artistes512

Artistes from Hong Kong, China and Taiwan are havin a Fund Raising Campaign as well..

please do not hesitate to donate for those children who really need help..

visit their website to contribute.. YOU can Make A Difference~!

**oh ya, please make sure that you are donating them to a REAL n RELIABLE organization...

**anyone of u are participating in any organization that need helpers or volunteers, do not hesitate to contact me thru emails or msn k? yeeli_gal@hotmail.com

2008-06-01T11:41:00.002+08:00

a boring June...

for u guys who love McD ice cream, go to McDonald to get ur SundaeCone for only RM0.50!!

2008-05-31T02:13:00.000+08:00

it's 31st AGAIN~~~

it's Ice Cream time~~~

yummylicious babe~~ !!!! love those cookies~~!!! n my fav caramello^^~~

gonne by it from Tesco Puchong.. hope earlier not so many ppl.. keke...

*droooooling wey*~~

2008-05-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

渃儿变了~ 变了好多！

突然觉得好空虚~

曾经属于渃儿的，都被夺走了~ 剩下的，没人稀罕!

我想是时候把它丢去一个我永远都看不到的地方~永远删除掉！！
只有这样，我才能收拾心情，接受新挑战~！

但仿佛觉得，那隔膜还在，怎么办？

渃儿

2008-05-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

i googled the 2 most boring word... I'M BORED!!!!

2008-05-24T22:39:00.004+08:00

真正的爱，需要真正的信~

哭，不代表懦弱，而是代表你已经进入人生新的阶段~

在这个社会，永远都不会变的事实，就是变~

把心打开，迎接新挑战！！

渃儿

2008-05-24T00:43:00.002+08:00

yo~~~ back from langkawi~~ had a wonderful trip with jt, ivy, n wing fu n lots of new friendssSssS~~~ though i'm abit odd in tht group.. but still okay la.. luckily all of them r really friendly... :)

took lots of camwhoring pics with jt's high tech phone.. :P waiting for her to send me.. keke..

tooooo many things happened in this trip.. many of "First Time" also... car broke down la... get a taste of green label with friends.. met lots of new friends... n had lots of fun!!! :)

jt, online remember to send me o~~

2008-05-19T19:55:00.002+08:00

i'm goin to langkawi loooo.. see u.. muaccksss~~!!

bye guys~~ will buy little little souvenir for u guys..

XxOXOXOxXXoxXO!!!

2008-05-19T00:35:00.004+08:00

i wanna parrrrrttaaaayyyy~~~~!!!!!!!!!

all brodas went for competition... others always not free... gene lagi busy.. aiiihh~~~~

2008-05-14T22:24:00.003+08:00

my holiday = Driver... :<

daddy been to China for Exhibition, Nat got class everyday.. left me... *sob sob*

need to wake up early 6am to fetch them... cannot online late late.. sad man..

everyday come back also exhausted jo... how to kau chai? :(

lol.... but still i hv time for me to jalan jalan n makan makan lo....

i need some motivation to lose weight la~~ now like half dead lazy worm~!!

2008-05-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

it's raining
i need sunshine, my dear..

i need a sweet dream..

おやすみなさい～

渃儿

2008-05-13T21:07:00.002+08:00

yes!!! ALL PASSED!!!! :P

soo happie!!! now i can choose a nice day to "open" my new bag!!!! love tht bag so much... muaccksss!!!!

but, which day to choose? no dates.. no party.. hmmm..... looking for someday to use it... make it a memorable day~

but ooopsssie!! my Japan Language class gonna start soon... practice practice practice again....

こんばんわみんな！！
わたしはにほんごがわかります！！　

2008-05-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

心，仿佛被锁住了
是我亲手把钥匙扔了
谁能把它找回来？
还是，新配的钥匙会更好？

渃儿

2008-05-11T22:51:00.003+08:00

she juz soooo amazing!!!! cool jessica~~!!!

enjoy guys!!!!

I Surrender

Chasing Cars (i looooove this song aloooots!!!!)

No One

I Will Always Love You

Finally

Ain't No Other Man

2008-05-07T21:44:00.004+08:00

wooohooo~~!!! gone crazy in genting!!!!!!!!

we played Truth or Dare in the midnight beside the road! that night we were freaking crazy n doing all kinda crazy things! i got both Truth n Dare for once as well.. My "Dare" was kinda easy 1... not soooooo complicated n embarassing like elsa's DARING 1.. but tht was my very very first time to play like that man!!! i was dare to approach to a group of guys to ask them for self-captured picture with me! to me tht was kinda hard eh~ i never approach a guy like tht n take picture with him... samore want SELF CAPTURE!!! soooooo malu... like i'm sooo desperate to know them... iiissshhh~~!!!!

others Dare was crazy laarrrr..... sexy dance in the middle of the road, climb up n kiss the lamp post, dance along the sidewalk... n a few more crazy 1.... played till gila!!

but something bothers me is......................I GOT SUN BURNT!!!!! from the big big sun while we're playing outdoor theme park..... i was so shock when i back to the room n bath... i realy cant believe that i could get sun burn in GENTING!!!!!!! *fainted*

anyway, really had lots of fun with u guys in genting... n thanks elsa, lileng n my sister kerli for acompanying me in the middle of the night... muacks muacks!!! love u guys!!

some pictures tht we taken in genting...

XL n XS... keke.. amanda n i...

in the bus..

elsa n i..

amanda n me again..

y my eye so small?

legs.... ugliest is the elsa 1.. haha..

drunken? lol..

amanda n i againnnnn...

2008-05-05T14:04:00.002+08:00

weeeuuuuuuuuuyyyyyyooooooohoooooo~~!!!

HOLIDAYS~~!!!!!!!

yes!! i passed my 3rd paper.. 2 more togo... muacckss!!

1st Holiday Program - Genting Highlands!!! (6th to 7th May)

2008-05-04T23:41:00.003+08:00

-curi tulang a while from studying ><"-

tht day i were choosing Hit Counter from a few sites..

n i've chose 2 of them from diff site to test on the overall image n also the number of my visitor, and when i'm goin to decide which to take after 1 week, n i saw this.............

apasal macam nih?

i dun understand how they count actually.. y so big difference?

can someone tell me about this.. i'm kinda blur with this stuff.. :P

or any of u would like to reccommend me a better Counter?

-off to study-

2008-05-03T02:10:00.003+08:00

omg!!! i party like i've finish my finals... eeeww~~~ 1 more to go... RESEARCH METHOD!!!

@#$%^&*&^$#@!! soooooo many terms to memorize.. DIE!!

anyway.. i've passed 2 subject.. Applied n ~~Cognitive~~ Personality la~~ i'm sooo damn worried bout my cognitive la wei.. i tot i passed... :(.. but actually checked the wrong code.. issh~~!

godd!!! please help me~~ i want to passssss alllll of them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :)

god bless me! muacckss!!!
XoxOXOX!!

edit:
yeay!! i passed my cognitive actually... lucky me~~ lol... only applied n CMT haven't out yet... GAN JIONG NEH!!! :P

2008-05-02T01:32:00.004+08:00

to all my friends~~ i love u all sooo much!!!!!!!!!!
i dun hv many friends.. i mean, true friends.... only juz a few... i really appreciate u guys, every one of u!!! ^^

-----------

feeling moody...

who am i? i really dunno who am i....

sometimes i really doubt tht whether i'm belongs to this society..

maybe it's bcoz of my attitude..

i seldom share all my problem to my surroundings.. i wish to share, but it always failed...
i find it hard for me to express feelings in me to others... so i kept it... n find somewhere to throw "them"... like singing, dancing, clubbing n so on....
i wouldn't want others to worry bout me, while they were worrying their own things..
sometimes i'll think, "who cares about ur own problem? u're a big girl, u gotta settle it urself!!"
i felt sad bcoz of this thought... it is killing me!!! gosh!!
am i pretending? aarrggh~~~ pretending to b strong? :(.... 逞强？:'(

the last time i cried in the mid night, i'm surprise that i din manage to call even 1 of my besties..... i scroll up n down in my contact list... but there's something that stopped me from calling u guys... sorry guys... maybe it's already midnite tht time... i do not know wat is tht n this made me felt tht i'm really bad in managing friends relationship... i was so down n helpless tht time...
then only i realise that friends r really important, but i dun hv many friends tht i can really talk to... so i made up my mind to do something to manage my relationship bond with friends... for now i guess i hv little improvement.. but, i still find it hard to express my feelings to the others... there's lots of thing kept inside me... which it has bcome my secret.. the "unexpressable", repressed feelings in me.. i feel so 懦弱~
WHO AM I? :(

can some one bring me to a place that i can shout out REAL loud? perhaps, screaming? puhhlleeaasseee!!!!!

2008-04-28T18:59:00.002+08:00

Coco Banana was AWESOME!!! it's much more better than Bar Celona... hope it wont turns to the 2nd BarCelona... :P

i guess the class is slightly higher than BarCelona.. as BarCelona getting low class adi... the crowd over there not-so-our-taste.. keke.. DANG lot of lala zhai!!! ish~~!!!
but for now.. coco banana is my fav club to DANCE~~ i love dancin' babe~ lol...

last saturday.. after my depressing paper... was asked to go sunway hotel to stay there... teman my aunty.. n went to Sunway Lagoon on sunday....

at 1st tht night was not so good mood to club, but since already promised my uncle n aunt 2weeks ago, so we hav to follow, if not mm hou yi si! keke~ At around 10something, my aunt already "blow" us to dress up adi, coz she wanna go early! then we quickly dressup n make up, once we get ourself done, we went to Coco Banana, bought 2btl of Chvas which my aunt dun really like, anyway, it's around RM570 for 2btl. They only hav Chivas n Vodka.

then once we got our table, we started to dance to the yummylicious RnB music~ from then on, non stop till 3am.. i really enjoy tht night! maybe the atmosphere was nice n the crowd wasn't "overflow" n most importantly, my dancin mood was here~! COOL!!! AWESOME~~!!! i really felt like i'm crazy tht night.. keke...

i like tht feel~ :P the last time i hv tht kinda feeling was on my bday, tht was my 1st time.. n last saturday, was the 2nd time... :)

anyway, back to my studies.. need to prepare for tml's paper~~CMT~~!! doesn't worry much... as long as u apply it, n analyze nicely... then will b good!!!!

oh ya~ ki, jt, wk, wanna club on coming WED? ur gene jie ask 1... if goin let us know yea.. would b in Coco Banana.. yummy!! :)

2008-04-26T12:23:00.004+08:00

lol..... another 50% paper... @#$%^&*&^%$#@!!!

i need to train my hand writing + writing speed adi...

coz now.. i usually

write nicely = slow
write faster = UGLY!!! ish~~!!! ma guai fan~! =.="

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《候补》

这次死定啦！！！离开考场的时候信心还有大概60%。
现在回想一下，感觉好像连50%都拿不到啊！！！
这次考试还算容易~ 但我错太多了啦！有点对不起老师的感觉！
怎么办？？？！！！ 干嘛要这样啊！！！！

心情~直线下降！！

2008-04-25T23:11:00.002+08:00

DIE~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

y every part also important n VERY important 1??????

so many "*" inside my notes

#$%^&*%$#@!@#$%^&*(#@!!!

hope tht Ms. Lee gave us accurate tips!!! if not then for sure i'll die!! aarrrrggghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-04-24T23:59:00.002+08:00

lovey dovey~~~~ skrg mood i baik sgt!!! koolll~~!!

exam not bad, had fun with jordan, went to meet MyFM Rangers at citrus park. a few gifts, enjoy few free donuts fr Donut's Empire.. not bad.. i love the oreo there... got a KFC voucher~ but lost Janice's concert ticket. Nearly got it~ but.. aih... nvm!! try next time..

n last but not least, GOOD HAIR DAY!!! wakakakaka... i hate bad hair days... n i love today~ cool dude!!!!!!

2008-04-24T11:29:00.002+08:00

第二战要开战咯！

同样时间，同样地点~ （不过想换一换位，因为之前坐的86号，位置太冷了！手差点麻痹了！）

坐那里都好，只要不是坐Wayne隔壁就好！要不然我会飙冷汗！嘻嘻！

大家加油！！！

本小姐迎战去咯！！

muacksss!! muackkss!!

2008-04-23T23:46:00.004+08:00

Few days ago 2am in Genting Highlands Hotel's Starbucks. The Venti Hot Choc warm me up to continue my study ><". That night was DAMN COLD man!!! おおかぜです！！！very very windy!

2nd day of Genting.... i.... aih~~

我又为我脚添上一条不大不小的疤痕了！！
超“累”的啦！！！丑上加丑！！！
ish！！！！

-----------------------------------------

无聊的最后一堂AppliedPsy的课~拍照留念！！嘻嘻~

美虹要睡了！！哈哈！

准备迎接第二战！

2008-04-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

第一战 -------- 结束！

战果~~未知~

信心~~中（但已经有了Resit的心理准备，祝我好运吧！）

准备迎接第二战！

24/4/2008 (Thursday)

1400 - 1600

UAPP2014 Personality

few things happened today which made me have a mixture feeling day~~ wkakaka...

1st thing, at 1pm, when i'm packing my exam kit to the car, i sat down on the freaking HOT driver seat, n take out my car key, start the engine.. n suuuuurrprisingly, NO REACTION?!?!! i mean the CAR!! it juz stay quietly without any engine sound.. n this time i wassss soooo panic n i called my sis.. luckily she din went anywhere.. but still she need 30minutes to come back from OUG.

At the same time, i tried to calm myself down n continue "hafaling" some terms.
So when sis arrived at 1.33pm, i ran into the car n she told me that the Cruising Range only left 12KM to go. There goes another panic time, to pump or not to pump petrol~ while i'm still counting the distance, sis went to BHP fuel up RM30 which makes it to 135KM, n i'm still worrying bout the time.

Anyway, today is still my lucky day, no jam on federal high... no rain... phew~!!! n i reach UTAR safely at 1.56pm. BUT, still i din manage to finish up my paper nicely. Imagine if i were late, i might not be able to finish 4Question.. LUCKY LUCKY afternoon~~~

Today's paper, I din managed to hafal all the thing but juz sooommee QUITE important 1.. n i entered to the "War Field" keke. But after the exam, my friend told me "Hafaling is juz something to the exam" n some said, "Hafaling is NOTHING!" which made some of them gone crazy... anyway, confident only 50%... prepared to study for Resit... wish me luck!! muacckss!!

signing off for next War...

bye guys!

开战咯！！

2008-04-22T11:24:00.002+08:00

第一战 - 四月二十二日

整理笔记，本小姐要准备出发咯！！！

大家加油哦~

祝我好运！！

迎战去~

the war, begins.. :)

2008-04-21T23:39:00.009+08:00

22/4/2008 (Tuesday)

1400 - 1600

UAPP2024 Applied Psychology

wish me luck guys!! muaccksss!!!

irreplaceable..

I could have another you in a minute
Matter fact he'll be here in a minute...
I can have another you by tomorrow
So don't you ever for a second get to thinking you're irreplaceable...
Since I’m not your everything
How about I'll be nothing
Nothing at all to you
Baby I wont shead a tear for you
I won't lose a wink of sleep
Cause the truth of the matter is
Replacing you is so easy

lazy lazy

2008-04-18T17:33:00.004+08:00

ish ish!!! next tuesday start final jo~~!! applied psy, personality, cognitive, CMT, Research...

AARRGGHH!!! muz hav critical tots included~~!! wanna die jorr~~

samore wanna slacccckkk~~!!

learnt to slack from kiki.. wakakaka...

ewwww~~!!! lazy bump!!!

がんばって！！

2008-04-18T00:04:00.005+08:00

私　は　やすみ　が　いります！！！

...

....

...

really hav lots of things to thinks recently... about ppl, friends, my future, my experiences...
dang lots of things come to my mind... when there's something to share.. i'll let u guys know..

this morning, i tot of something interesting while i'm showering... keke... planning some kinda "bla-bla Day" for myself... hmm.. some kinda "appreciating day", "sheryl day" (O.o)?? wakakakaka..... tht might b fun!!

well... will get a best name for my DAY!! dont know if it works to my surroundings.. but hope it works on me!!!

the purpose of this day, so far would be.....

learn to be open minded to everything, every situation n every person..
learn to accept every person as a whole.. >.<" keke.. "soooooo-counseling"
learn to use I LOVE YOU from the heart to everyone..
n lastly learn to appreciate everyone beside me...

will do my best!! .. luv u, all of U~~~ :)...
　

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ありがとう　ございます！！

にほんご～

2008-04-13T22:19:00.003+08:00

final is coming!!!! have not start any revison yet~~!! ish~~!! lazy bump... ><"

can anyone of u do revision for me? :P hehe..
tml got NihonGo test... scared scared lerrr... it's a open book test tho.. keke.. but try not to open tht book for answer!! do my best... if not cannot continue Level 2.... :)

わたし　は　じしん　が　あります！！がんばって！！

all in hiragana~~ practice practice n SPEAK!!! :)

last day of class... n sorry...

2008-04-12T00:16:00.002+08:00

whole day enjoying the last lecture, last tutorial with my crazy classmates... but i still fall asleep in Applied Psy's lecture.. keke... tot Sports Psy would b very interesting.. but, Ms Wira made it a sleepy lecture.. she was trying to b funny, but not funny at all!!! ish~~ dunno want to laugh at her or wat... aih~~ but quite fun la.. she treat us very good.. :)

i really enjoy in this sem, learnt dang lot of things, relationship btw friends got better... understanding each other well... hope this will improve in the future....

n yesterday had lunch with ck n elsa.. we chat alot coz oof the rainy day.n we stuck in mamak... n dunno wateva things drag us to the word "Sorry"..

to me, i realise that the word Sorry, brings alot of meaning, it juz depends on how u use it n when to use it.... n i knew it has become my "daily-must-say" words... it already become my habit!! hmmm.... n i doubted the reason everytime i use this word.. what, when, who to use it?

到底在我心里，“Sorry” 这个字有多重？

美虹说：“Sorry是现代人用来逃避问题的一个必须要用的字~不管对还是不对，一句Sorry就摆平了！”

嘉凯发表说：“对我周围的人，只要是我让对方不开心，就是我的错！Sorry plays an important role! ”

对我来说，也不这么重吧？但也不轻！适当的时候，适当的语气，can make a difference! especially when apologizing... 所以我觉得把Sorry挂在嘴边并不是不好，只要不take for granted，不misuse，perhaps， it's a way to make someone feel better.. to the one who delivering it, n the one who receiving, isn't it?”

there r dang lots of ppl refuse to use the word Sorry even when apology, they tend to defense themself with all kind of excuses to avoid using the word Sorry when apologizing... i came accross a relationship, this friend of mine doesn't like to use Sorry... at first i'm actually fine with it when this person did some minor mistakes.. but when come to some kinda big issue, he wont use sorry to apologize, but giving all kind of excuses to show that he's not-so-wrong at tht situation, n when i asked:"u feel sorry, dont u?" he disagree my statement n act defensively.. sometimes this kinda person can make me frustrated... is Sorry that hard to say? somehow, a word Sorry means alot to me, whether i'm right or wrong, at least after using the word sorry, i can calm down myself n think clearly again! instead of running around the bushes.....

maybe, i've my own perception of Sorry.. the word sorry, to me, most of the time equals to Excuse Me“不好意思”... but y dun i use Excuse me instead of Sorry? i do not know, maybe from the way i was brought up, the environment, the word Sorry is quite important to me..

i know some of my good friends dun like when i simply say sorry.. Excuses me about that, i'll learn from mistakes that i've done, n i'm sorry to say sorry when i do not mean it... yes, sometimes i did! i apologize for that. this time, i really mean it..

~Situation~ when u did a mistake, say Sorry to admit it from ur heart..

~Social~ when u feel regret, say Sorry to urself to feel better and to other
party for forgiveness..

~Self~ when u're stress, say Sorry to ur body from ur heart for some hormones
changes..

All these above are juz my thoughts, my humble opinion... feel free to share with me urs!! :) i'd love to hear from u guys who hv some opinion..

happie 12th birthday boy boy...

2008-04-09T22:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY, MAX!!

keke.. about today, it's my Darling Boy's Birthday!!! he's finally 12 years old!!!! :) muaccksss!!!!!! he was soooo good boy today.. then we went SushiKing to hav our dinner...

n as today is the last day of the RM2 promotion, dang lots of ppl eating there... 1st time see there full of human with big big mouth n drooling for RM2 sushi.. lol....

but since we dun hv member cards... so we juz use the Buy 1 Free 1 mobile voucher.. n we had a veeerrryyy fuulll din din in sushiking!! :)

ish~~!!! forgot to take picture... =.="

i was surfing around in the net looking for places to go during my hols..

n i found this Paradise Beach Resort ....

n it's my Web Page Design Assignment during my foundation!!!! it's about 2years ago.. keke... finally i found it~~~ lol.... but the files r all cacat-ed.. but still okay la.. quite happy for the work.. tho it's not the highest mark.. somehow quite satisfied with the marks for this assignment.. i think is 28/30, if i'm not mistaken...

n it's my 3sleepless night "GROUP" assignment.. with 4 no-internet n no-computer groupmate... *fainted* but luckily got 2 r still doin their job well.. except for 2 ~~diff-skin-color~~ sorry for being prejudice :P groupmate.... giving all kinda excuses n they dun even know wat does <> means on the presentation day~~

another skin...

2008-04-09T01:59:00.003+08:00

editing blog, hope it'll look nicer, n neat for my "FANS" to read.. :)

hmm.. i think this looks cool huh? since the holidays is coming~ it's time to plan for my hols~~!! weeeee~~!! :)

do comment on my new blogskin... hope u guys enjoy visiting my blog... :)

2008-04-09T00:21:00.001+08:00

testing testing

under construction

2008-04-07T23:35:00.004+08:00

Sheryl's Blog is Under Construction

please b patient for my updates~~

luv u guys~~ muaccksss!!!

white~~ ^^

2008-04-07T00:31:00.004+08:00

k la k la.. update....... with my cam whoring pic 1st...... like this cute T alot.... it's in WHITE!!!
keke.. i love white, but hard to find shirt in my wardrobe... my besties will know why...

this is my 2nd piece after polo...

ciaoz~~

happy happy.. :-)

2008-03-23T23:38:00.006+08:00

wwweeEeEeeEEee~~~~ had a very nice, fun, happy, joyful, great n tiring party for 2DAYS!! wow!!! cool babe!! wakakaka....

but i forgot to take pict on the 1st night eh.. tht was my craziest n ugliest clubbing night... haha... n the 1st time drank so much n nearly drunk in the club... keke.. the atmosphere was quite fun.. but i still prefer maison's crowd.. where u can really SWEAT n DANCE in the dance floor!! WOOHOO!!! but still enjoy dancing with u all la... sis, my both "yi hei" ah ko... kiki, kv n wk~~ 1st time club with u guys like tht.. haha...

but the condition to drink like tht is, "ZAO MOK".... i'm still suffering now.. it's DAMN ITCHY!!! eeeewww!!!! but once a while, can la hor? lol...

n 2nd day i really missed the lecture!!! as my yi hei brothers predicted!!! ish!!! i woke up on 7... n i'm very sure my mental was fine to attend 2 class... somehow my body doesn't allow me to wake up from my bed... for half an hour turning around on the bed, then i decided to sleep again!! wakakaka... LAZY PIG!!!!

to make me feel better for the whole day, i ate quite alot in the afternoon, n sang alot!!! FATTY BOM BOM again... :)

had looooots of fun time for both night!!!! thanks everyone for coming aight?

let me try to list down all the name of my friends who attend ya...

huey, gin, JT, kiki, kv, wk, ivy - secondary friends

joon fai, chin n loang - clubbing buddy (nat's friends)

ho ho... here comes PY5...

cherry, elsa, wayne, weekeong, fong, lileng, pangpang, ah bu, wahwah, yuen yee, lai yee, kerli, poh leng, mr. yu, deviga, li ting, ck n gf, meisan n bf.. did i missed out anyone? but still a few of them cant make it... amanda, presley, ah wong, mohan....

taken a few pic... enjoy!!

my party begins!!! welcome...

ah~~~!!! another 1...... i look so funny!!

there u go.... proper n nice 1.. haha...

jordan n i.... she's sooooo cute my darling!!

sandy n jordan..

on the way to K room... to see my 20 over PY5 friends sauna inside.. haha..
sa poh elsa, lileng n deviga..
yeee~~ my besties!!!! gin babe n huey babe~~muaccksss!!!! thanks for ur "La Senza" ya.. love it!
these r nat's besties... n my broda!!!! loang, chin n fai.... thanks for coming!! :)

my py5.. haha... crazy gang!!!

Anna n jordan..

py5 again..... thanks for coming guys~~~

my family.. lovey dovey.. muacckss!!!!

me, nat n Jenny... do we look alike?

gin me n judy~!! :)
brodas~~~~ :)
me dan dan n jenny...

my eden~

7/5/10

给他一个机会...

my feelingss..

Finally, done!

剧“迷”？

emo moment.... of S

Something for tummy.

我在逃避吗？

:P

沉默

2008 and 2009

P.A.S.S.E.D.

Have a nice day!!

Talking about Dream..

Good idea!

Occupied!

除了你之外的空白 還有誰能來教我愛

Facebook Addiction

life with question marks..

Sheryl is still alive.

Sheryl

Jordan

the current me..

Perth, here i come!!

Merry Christmas!!!

movie w/o ticket

dun use me, i'm not usable, nor re-usable! thanks!

misssssess.... lotsa them.

me

爱上自己，最爱自己

kaki gatal day ^^

心

Alphabets

我快乐吗？

all the birthdayssssss..............

你每天都在期待什么啊？

happy :)

penang picture..

pictures

singapore..

friendship??

今天的我

love love love

Some picture from 30Hours DIY Famine Camp

My world

up f*cking date

My first time in football..

sad....

weak week

小作~

my updates

my bulus...

B.O.D

our blog.. :)

YEAY!

words..

touching one

Summer Splash!!

准备迎接第二战！

开战咯！！

the war, begins.. :)

lazy lazy

がんばって！！

にほんご～

last day of class... n sorry...

happie 12th birthday boy boy...

another skin...

under construction

white~~ ^^

happy happy.. :-)

除了你之外的空白還有誰能來教我愛